Tamara Bernadette


By: Tamara | June 05, 2017


When I was a new Christian, I was learning about asking Jesus certain personality changes in me. One thing I used to hear from many seasoned Christians was, never ask for the “P” word, also known as patience. I needed patience and I wanted to ask for it many times but with that looming over me I never asked. The need to have it was ever present, but I dared not ask.

That did not keep me from having to learn it anyway. I did learn, over a long period of time. But to speak from my experience, it wasn’t until I surrendered to Jesus, sincerely. That wouldn’t be for another 29 years. That’s a lot of years of struggles and fighting. I spent many years of trying to do things my own selfish way and not having success. And I also s...